hahahahahahah! i can get away with entering an entry. why? because even though i entered the interview Q&A in today.. well finished it today.. it still has yesterday's date stamped on it ..yesterday evening when i first tried to sit with it and complete it. so sad. so sad that i'm doing like double entries. what does that mean? don't answer.. because i know very well what it means.
in any case, i don't really have anything worthy of note. another friend has started her own diaryland diary. she asked me to keep it on the dee-el (that's downlow for the non-phonetic; that's hush hush for the non-modern-slangsters). so i guess i won't out her. although i want to. i understand what its like to want to share but to also want to have something to share. so i guess i'll wait till she has a few more entries and an actual profile and/or a guestbook wherein i can leave her nasty messages and whatnot.
for the sake of an entry and the need to rehash i shall now tell a little about what i did last night and what i was supposed to do tonight but am too neurotic to even attempt!
"hello?!" --me
"hey, what's up! what're you doin tonight?" --him, and in the background brother danny yelping something garbled yet high-pitched; almost operatic.
"not much.. just stuff" --me again
"oh. well i was just wonderin if you wanted to--" brother danny in the back yelps again. it's really pretty funny because its making ben laugh like he's a little kid [more of this craziness as the evening progresses]
so ok. to make a long and somewhat funny but counterproductive story short.. i agreed, after i went to the store with mum like a dutiful daughter, to meet up. well actually here's what happened. just as he was starting to realize he wanted to settle down at home and also just as i was deciding i wanted to resent him for the invite and then pulling the rug out from under me he gets another call. it's jenn! ok.. so ok.. plans back to the original (the original to which i'm referring is the one that was in the works before the call was even placed to me). he tells me he's about to take off and i tell him he should sit tight while i get myself and things together because i will drive us both over to jenn's.
first thing i notice when i pick said benjamin up at his residence? he's in color?!! good holy pikers! this boy struts around in nothing but black (and/or the colors of darkness).. staying true to form as both an edging, hard-coring, johnny-cash-listening, dee-eye-why-ing kind of person.
apparently it's laundry day.. night..? its about ten:thirty post-meridian.
so ok anyway we're in the car and speeding steadily off to jenn's when ben slaps me! out of nowhere!! he slaps me as if i were falling asleep at the wheel! what the hell?!
i say, "did you just bitch slap me, you ho?!" and he smiles knavishly saying,
"no.. this is bitch-slapping" and he slaps me again!!! what is going on here?!
does he really want to start a fight while i, i, a person who was now not even two weeks from getting in a car accident, is at the helm?! does he have some sort of death wish?!
probably not. or i don't know. i just wanted to take his damn mesh-foam cap and hurl it out of an opened window. i was so close to doing it too.. but i guess the thought of my own would-be guilt stopped me. oh whatever.
boys are violent and antagonistic and i'd kick his ass if he just stood still long enough.. and also didn't fight back.. dammit.
MEANWHILE: the sun is fighting to keep the rest of the day even as thunderclapping could be heard only forty minutes ago!
--edit like there's no tomorrow--
5:30 p.m. - 2003-07-30
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