the trouble with titling things as part anything is that there's all this pressure now to have other parts. i'm referring, of course, to the title of this entry. i don't know why i title things first. its like some child-like self-fulfilling prophecy. like, "i've got to have a title first.." --fuck concept, right? gah. what a loser.
anyway, originally i was thinking about all this nervous energy but then i thought.. nah. too bland. then charged or electric boogaloo but that just seemed like it would've been football talk or dance fever talk.. so i nixed 'em. so then i remembered something i had talked over with a friend some months ago. we had been talking about what we were looking for in the next relationship (ee! did i really just say relationship? ee! so silly) and i said, probably horribly misquoting the movie-line that i took it from, "i'm waiting for.. y'know.. light'ning. i'm waiting for it to strike."
i just now realized that i have that feeling but not solely confined to the next romance. no, not at all. i'm slowly learning that you really can be inlove with people for who they are without attaching romance to it. it's a wonderful feeling and its in the air and its one of the only things that loosens me from my tethers and.... well.. more on that later. meantime, i've got a day.
12:56 p.m. - 2003-08-30
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