home again, home again. its a quarter to six and i haven't stayed up this late (or do i mean early) since i can't remember when. i am one giant ache.
the party at j's in celebration of t's friday birthday was really wonderful. i wore a corset and attempted to act sexy.
there was chaos and frenzy, food and drink, good friends and laughter, warm bodies and suggestive dance moves.
there were cookies and cake, a pre-broken pinata (pron.=piNYAta) with candies, there were boys and there were boys and there were pictures and ass grabbing games.
tons of fun for the whole family.
i guess i'll write more again when i can think of how i want to unfold the cursed mini-dramas that overlap and make me all aflutter with giddy giddy aprehension.
how can i live with myself? how can i do it? fickle as i am? what the hell? what's fucking wrong with me? aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
should make advances? should i make unwarranted and unwelcome advances? should i say it's because i'm cold?
more cometh, much more this way cometh.
5:43 a.m. - 2003-11-23
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