this is mainly just to say: i have another journal. and so if you count the one that they give you on MySpace then that makes three. i have three online "journals".. what the hell?!
i don't know. i mean that i can't say exactly what has gotten into me. i went from being this lurking type person. this online peeping tomasina (oh god that was just the sick-sweet way of saying pervy voyeur), if you will... and before i know it i'm riding that crazy beach-blanket wave off of the shores of ego-centrifica.. that's a place next to bavaria where they've outlawed anything with creams and pastries in general, in case you ever wanted to know.
yes.. so i don't know what ever possessed me to do this thing. its quite overload of me. hmm. let's play mad-libs!! let's play mad-libs for the not so hep and the not-so bright! "you know, Mavis, its really terribly (adjective) of you to collect all of these cyber journals. these blank spaces that really aren't so blank afterall. what the (pronoun) are you thinking?!"
well, that was certainly long and tedius. not to mention poorly constructed.
so i haven't updated in awhile and i suppose a lot of little to not-so-little things have been happening.
some of it is interesting. some of it only interesting to me. ah well..
recently (maybe about a week and a half ago or so) i went to the comedy store in la jolla. i wanted to write about it, the experience, but i had too much on my mind with school and being all decrepit and done for.. but that's beside the point.
so, [r] had had the idea to "check out" the comedy store. he does that from time to time because well.. because he seems to be all about the new experiences. so ok, grand. i'm down for it simply because its one of those sort of side-street interests that he and i are sharing.. y'know like every couple needs to have a shared interest, a common thing that is their own (thanks for the advice, [t]).. yea so apparently for now its new experiences, specialty beers, stand-up comedy, sushi and movies movies movies. side note: we two are a sophisticatedly indiscriminate duo. sometimes this is good.. sometimes this is very go-with-the-flow. other times.. forget about it.
so where was i? oh yes. the laughs unheard around the world.
so it was something like "potluck" night or something. basically where comics who want in just sort of sign up. i mean the show isn't like one or two or three.. it's like a longish line of attention hogs but oh well. i only remember one name but i'll get to that later.
so first of all, and this really is the kicker for me, this thing.. this comedy club, "potluck", new experience ordeal? it's happening on a wednesday night. PEOPLE! A WEDNESDAY FRIGGIN NIGHT!! and for cryin out loud its La Jolla in the middle of the week so i don't know about you but that sounds an awful lot like snooze city to me. yea. 'nough said there. [[actually i know it isn't because there are people, maybe, out there who are like, "what the hell? what IS this la jolla place anyway?" (pronounced la hoya for you non-spanish read-speakers) --but you know what? oh the-f#@%!-well, i'm moving on because i'm losing my own gat-damn attention]]
so these comics come up on stage.. and first of all.. because it IS the middle of the week and apparently no one is "headlining" or whatever the jargon/lingo is there are like twelve people in the house. i mean it. like twelve. and it turns out that more than half of those people are full-of-themselves non-drinkers. BLEH!!!! shoot. i had me my two drink minimum. shoot. you don't got to remind me with a stamp on the hand that says so.. shoot. but all that is beside the point anyway. the drinks weren't that strong and i was actually only somewhat toasted because i hadn't eaten anything or had much water. so.. heh.. good thinking, huh?! yea..
so its really sad. these poor devils, up on stage, doing there thing.. and really.. like aside from me and my over-compensating pity laughs.. crickets, people. worse than crickets.. i swear it was like the young republicans convention was in town for a wild night on the right side of town. GAH! could it be anymore exasperating? mhmm. yes. the answer to that is a gloriously resounding YES! oh lawd, lawd, lawd..
i mean i had a good time because for the most part i can make lemonade out of-- grape juice.. really. it was fine. the comics i forget will be the comics i forget. pure, plain, simple.. palomar mountain spring water.. delivered daily --sorry. the tendency to interrupt myself so frequently has become embarrassing, staggering. did i even spell embarra... yea whatever i don't care anymore. i'm tired. i'm operating on a few hours sleep and the promise of ~~later on this evening~~.....
and the thing is that i'm not really done telling the 'story' --which is actually a non-story because its just instances and bits of observations i made which i'm struggling to remember on an empty stomach and the lingering urgency of needing to complete some things that have gone on uncompleted.
wow. that was a mouth full --and not in the good way. ah hah. ah hah. buh dump bump. no.
but i can't leave you with that.. hanging on to the loose and shedding dead skin of a stale unflattering update ending. bleh.
sooo... here now, are the lyrics to
Musik und Text: Remmler/Kralle
Was ist los mit dir mein Schatz geht es immer nur bergab geht nur das was du verstehst this is what you got to know loved you though it didn�t show
Ich lieb dich nicht du liebst mich nicht
Da da da Ich lieb dich nicht du liebst mich nicht
Soso du denkst es ist zu sp�t und du meinst da� nichts mehr geht und die Sonne wandert schnell after all is said and done
it was right for you to run
Ich lieb dich nicht du liebst mich nicht
Da da da Ich lieb dich nicht du liebst mich nicht
..and now.. for some socks...
9:35 a.m. - 2004-02-05
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