i know i know.. this journal area is still under construction.. don't worry. i am not sitting on my haunches. i'm simply taking a breather.. trying to figure out exactly how i want to go about changing/clearing the text. see, i went to the site where this image came from (although i know there are other sites that probably carry the same image somewhere) but when i went to download it so i could upload to my image hosting thing..well the image on the site is a little messed up. ok well a lot messed up. and so i've got to find a cleaner.. more together version of the image. the text isn't separate from the image so replacing the words have proved more difficult than i originally thought would be the case. i mean the only option i see is to get another image.. but it cannot be like the image i have on the archives page because that doesn't look right because there is an abruptness to the edges of the jpg that the entry page doesn't have because the entry page image has a natural black border that melds nicely.. oh great googley moogley.
in other news:
[r] and i have reunited and reconciled a bit. i still feel like something is different and when i try to talk to him.. well its slow going. i want too much too fast, is what i've come to realize. and i don't know what he wants. i can't figure him out. and i figure i'd better figure him out quick or else how am i supposed to be one step ahead of him?
[t] and i had a good day yesterday. except of course for the pit stops along the way that made us so late that we missed the glorious breakfast menu/time at the parkhouse eatery. i love that name. i love saying that name. i mean i like the sounds of that name. i mean.. like "pocket" is still my favorite word.. interestingly and amazingly enough.
later that day hangin out with [januron] was nice. a lot of ideas were --uh-- flung? i don't know but it was nice. i felt as though i had been stranded on a distant and in ivisible isle in the middle of-- a great metropolis. hmm. so i guess not so distant then. and always being able to see everyone living their business and going about their days but never being able to participate.
i'm going through this weird adjustment period that has now not just become an adjustment period involving the other half... but i'm going through an adjustment period of-- my age and my people and my circles and my willingness to communicate and-- sometimes it gets muddled. sometimes i get a little crazy on my face.
dammit. my foot is asleep. tingles a lot but i have to move.
and how the hell am i going to come up with fifty pages of fiction?! what was i thinking signing on for this?
~i wasn't thinking.
more later. when there is in fact more..
vive la resist.
11:26 a.m. - 2004-03-23
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