....because i haven't the heart to distract myself and post it on the myspace bulletins where i got it from.. it was posted by abigail...
i haven't posted on here in quite some time so i froget how its going to work with the cutting and the pasting and the html-ing.
you've been warned, thats all.
oh and oh yea my answers/responses are going to be under abbys in parenthesis.
For Girls Only (?really?)phew. that was tedious.1. What color is your bra?
Black(black n beige. i like it a lot, it makes me feel old-world sexy cos the material/design is supposed to be lace.. like in the underclothes and slips of women from the 40s)
2. Do you ever lie about your age?
Why should I? I look much younger than my actual age and I love to see peopel's reactions when I tell them how old I am(nah. i don't feel much need to.. i'm too concerned and fixated on other failings and obsessions to worry myself merely over what age i tell people i am)
3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "toughguys"?
He's both
(i like the sensitive tough guy, usually.. its best to be flexible with this sort of thing. cos its complicated like that)
4. Do you prefer blonde or brunette guys?
Never had a preference
(me neither)
5. Are you currently single?
Nope
(not on your life.. though i certainly sometimes miss thinking of myself as single)
6. How many things in your past do you regret?
I try not to regret anything that's happened. I learn from them
(i've thought about this and i really don't think i have regrets about my past. its in the past and theres nothing i can do to change that. i can only change what might be)
8. Do you have a best friend?
Yes, a few
(yes.... also a few. its just important to remember and recognize that there are no excuses when it comes to the people in your life. also.. rob gave me a quote to think about. it goes something like this:
"we are born alone, live alone and die alone... therefore be grateful for the people who come into your life because they are alone too...")
9.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Still trying to figure that out. I just want to be happy.
(comfortable, reliable, loved, happy)
10. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
Oh, I plead the fifth. Maybe once
(...lol... don't be ridiculous. a, i'm not one to kiss and tell--unless its for a very good reason--and b, of course not.)
11. Where do you shop to buy most of your clothes?
The Limited and Express (they have clothes for short people), New York & Co.
(the big girl stores.. cos i'm big)
12. Who was the last person you hugged?
My parents last night
(rob, leaving the house last night after hanging out and talks over tea)
13. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Of course
(all the time.. i call it an occupational hazard)
14. Have you ever thought about suicide?
No!!
(who doesn't consider it? who doesn't admit to considering it, even to themselves? i'd never be so ungrateful though as to act on whatever considerations i may have thought i had when i was young)
15. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
Yes at one point I did
(all the time. its like a recurring illness with me)
16. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
No!!!
(all the time... but then i think i just have anger issues.. it comes in bursts and waves though.. but i've never (really) wanted to kill anyone i knew.. if that counts for something)
17. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
See answer to #6
(i would try not to waste so much time and money.. in general)
18. Do you like your life?
Yes
(i am grateful for it and i'm still working on getting it together. i like aspects of it but when i stop and look at it, i see that i still have so much work to do yet)
19. Do you shop at Hollister?
No
(what's that?! i'm not too hep with fashion and with trends)
20. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
No
(nah... we're all a bunch of sensitive people. that kind of betrayal, that probably comes so easily to other people, would undo us (would undo me) entirely and absolutely)
21. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
Probably, that's why we're not friends anymore
(hmm.. maybe only because at the time he/she was dicing potatos in the kitchen and had a butcher knife in hand and upon seeing that a fly had landed right between my shoulder blades had to take action then and there because no one could find a fly swatter... maybe)
22. Did you forgive them?
I forgive, but never forget. That's why we're not friends anymore
(did i forgive whom? i usually forgive people that i think were out to hurt me. forgiveness is actually quite a big deal)
23. Who was your first best friend?
I have a few
(my very first? like right out of the box? probably my dad n' ma.. then when i was much older and understood the meaning of friendship (sometime in the early part of my college days) that'd have to be jenn n' dom, rob n' toni....)
24. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Its even
(its probably better and more accurate, for me, to say that i can usually get along better with boys than i can with girls. but the girl friends that i do have today are like me.... we are extensions of one another, us friends, regardless of gender)
25. How long have you had myspace?
Since 2003
(probably since late 2003... ok, i actually checked so i know that i've had myspace since october 2003)
26. Have you ever skipped school?
Back in the day, that's too long ago
(skipped school..? probably..)
27. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
No
(no. i've been lucky that way)
28. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
No
(not on purpose.. maybe if i was being a great big oaf.. but i'm not that kind of a drama queen)
29. If so why?
I'm not like that
(...... so, if no.... why not? i dunno.. just doesn't seem like i surround myself or have been in contact with anyone who would do anything to me to warrant an actual slap in the face)
30. What are some of your biggest fears of your life?
Not being truly happy
(not really living life to its fullest, not "actively participating" in the joy and sorrow and effort of it... i fear living a life void of imagination and creativity.. i fear losing my mind and losing touch with friends for stupid reasons)
31. Have you ever skipped class?
Yes, like I said, wayyyyy back in the day
(did someone change something in the program? theres a glitch in the matrix. i thought i already answered this question.
32. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
Yes
(yes.)
33. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes
(yes.)
34. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
Yes
(oh my yes.)
35. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
Its possible that can change
(i believe that patterns exist. i believe in the momentum of activity in life. i believe that the personal history of a person can gravely and deeply affect their present and future..... so, yes.)
36. Are you a player?
No
(that depends on the game being played.)
37. What kind of cell phone do you have?
A pink Razr
(a dark blue samsung t-mobile one.. i used to have a sharp t150, the pride and joy of my daily life, but i lost it in a cab in Cebu when i was there in August)
38. What is your screenname?
You don't need to know that
(my screenname where? i usually associate myself with anything that have the words concrete, paper, alice or skirt.)
39. So far, do you like this survey?
I like doing these things
(its ok.. i prefer more interactive/creative memes but this will do for the time being)
40. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
I've learned from someone about this
(i think we're all a little psychic, yes.. i think more people should actually trust their instincts and save themselves a lot of trouble and pain)41. Do you ever wish you were famous?
No, I'm happy with me
(not for the fame, but for the benefits that i could share because of said fame)
42. Do you ever wish you were a man?
No, very satisfied being a woman
(huh? no way.. i could never. well maybe a couple times in my past i have wished i were a man.. for the simple fact that men can do certain things that women cannot.. things that are more acceptable in manhood having to do with being a lone adventurer in the world..)
43. Do you think any men will open this just because it has the female survey?
Possibly, out of curiosity
(i hope there aren't many people out there with so much time on their hands that i do and i hope more people avoid surveys and memes, actually, and just DO something... make their own importance in the world n' all that...)
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