so here i am again. with nothing of worth to keep record of. i'm just here. that's all.
earlier in the evening time was made for hanging out. but none of us at the house were really there. B was on friendster; T was looking for attention and/or something to occupy her attentions; J n' J were off doing a turn of good for one stranded Nick and they were on their way back; J n' T went from reading to being sprawled out on the red rug. i flipped channels.
so what i'm saying is that there didn't seem to be any real unity happening. we had pasta made by the peanut gallery trio. i don't entirely know what to make of it. that feeling of disconnect.
later on tonight coffee will be had by the usual coffee group. *sigh*. how i DO look forward to things as they are. to connections and insight that comes from these days and days of repetition. i'm getting old. i take a comfort in knowing what's coming. i'm such an old fart.
how is it that i always feel i haven't said something in these entries that i started out wanting to say? how does a thing like that happen? it can't just be distraction or shame or doubt or-- tongue-tiedness? ah well. perhaps at another odd hour i can stand to get it all down.
quote of the evening comes from a Mystery Science Theater (3000?) movie.. SIDEHACKERS. CU of our hero's face in bruised and bloody splotches. our hero is coming to after having been beaten and god-knows-what-else. one of those three commentators says: "wow. looks like that jelly donut really got away from him."
3:52 a.m. - 2003-09-05
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