i am plagued by these really sometimes awfully outlandish thoughts and obsessions. it disturbs me quite a lot. they're constant interruptions. breaks in concentration that become like free-floating fragments that eventually wedge and clog the usual run of things for me. dammit.
its not even about things that matter a great deal. sometimes its the visual of a repetitive action like driving or like checking the time. sometimes its as if my memories capture a small sequence of something and throws said sequence into a loop. sometimes its facial expressions, i see them all vivid and close-up. but always nagging-like.
by this time next week i'll either be working a shift or killing some time before class. THE NERVES WILL BE THE END OF ME!!!
and now for something to eat.
8:59 a.m. - 2003-09-17
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