how is it and, more importantly, why is it so immediate? why is the sickness, the neurosis, the obsessive thought pattern, the hyper-sensitivity, the ego-centria ((yea. i made up a word. just embrace the new gosh darn addition)).. why is it all so right there? it nags and gnaws at me, charging it seems from all directions.
i must conquer it. but how? ah yes, such is the dilemma.
this is a lame, off, insubstantial entry. but then again, what's new. i am frittering it all away. i'm not enough. i'm tired. i'm wrecked with the sleeps.
in the air: streaming freeradio
thoughts n' fillins: a breast reduction would be nice, after all.
2:33 a.m. - 2003-10-28
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