i don't know if i want to go into the details of the year's change over. i had a swell time, don't get me wrong.. i was less angry once the evening progressed. i mean i was less angry than i was when i kept myself ranting about things that wouldn't really make sense to anyone but me and my other personalities i guess.
so before it starts to get hairy again i'd better just let myself stick to the facts.
so [O] invited [t] and i over, of course, to his place for a "kickback".. which was supposed to not really be a party because having a party might get him kicked out and he didn't want to get kicked out. at least that's the message he left me on my phone the day before.
my thoughts have kept and do keep wandering. i'm never where i am. part here, part there in parts.
there happened to be quite a nice turn-out. toni and i showed up sometime around nine toting our Boone's (heheh) and our chips n' dip. i was nervous because i didn't want my previous hour's anger to show. i was also nervous because there were already people there. none of whom i knew. well one, but i didn't see him in my rush to find a place to hide and/or keep busy. i couldn't help it. i can't. i'm a curse. i'm cursed.
in any case there was a good number of people that came and went and came and stayed, and came and stayed too long.. ah hahahah, no but i kid.
i feel like i'm trying to get to something here but not getting to it at all. or maybe by not getting to it i'm getting to it? ack, feh.
i couldn't believe how fast the countdown came. its as though one minute i'm hugging people as they came, trying to get comfortable, contemplating how much i should eat and/or drink and/or whether or not i should attempt drunkenness and then BOOM!! the background movie that was playing was interrupted by our host [O], who changed over to a televised countdown. and then BOOM!! we're counting along and yelling and champaigne bottles are binging passed about and then BOOM! i'm taking a swig and then BOOM!! i get smacked on the ass. and then BOOM!! the party's over and people begin handing out hugs as they trickle away. [t] and [O] were practically the only superbly drunken folk. i mean, perhaps [rig] and/or the others that came and went were well on the way to perfectly smashing wastedness but they left minutes after the climax. hah! the climax. yea.
of course [g] takes the blue-ribbon prize home. he was so gone drunk it was somewhat moving. i mean he was, of course, preoccupied with the people he came with but it was nice to see [O] and [g] interacting like stupid happy drunken friends. it made me nostalgic for something of a time and place i never had. so i couldn't place it but i liked it. the night was niether stuffy, nor was it terribly loose. it was that happy in-the-middle, that "chiiillll" that i'd often heard people talk about. everything came together nicely. everything very character driven and what all.
[o] was still sick and so he brought cough drops while later in the evening [O] drops the expensive globe his mother purchased for him after [t] spilled champaigne on his carpet. [fern] and [mellie] gave us a brief tour of their new place, right next door to [O].. its quite a set-up. if the two or three other people move out of the tiny complex perhaps [O]'s entire crew could/should just take over! it'd really be sort of like friends.. only not as ritzy schmitzy and what all. southern california's version of it.. complete with chipping paint and busted cabinets
in the air: the first gidget movie, starring that lovable sandra dee as the gidge and that singer man as moondoggie.
aaaaAAAAHHHHHHH!!! INVASION OF THE SIXTIES BEACH BLANKET MOVIE!!
--more later.. possibly.. if the cough gets any better.
i can say i did get kissed though, albeit on the eyeballs. it was a nice, breif respite from the boredom and solitude of... solitude! bah!!!
4:10 p.m. - 2004-01-02
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