i give up. i fucking give up. made a mistake.
i clicked when i should've-- aw fuckit now. i don't want to have to go through it all again. DAMMIT!!!!
i am enraged. i am so enraged i refuse to say it all again.
we are back on good terms [r] and i.. after our fight. i'll say that much. of course i think about the whole thing too much. i think about it so much its driving me up the cracking clay walls of my own creation.
god i'm verbose. needlessly yammering on about the mediocrity of a few staggered instances.
i do not feel good. i think its time for detox.
curses curses curses on the god of hasty action! convenience is a double edged sword void of anything that even resembles a hilt....and my palms are bloody from trying to hold on.
19:09 - Saturday, Jun. 05, 2004
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