i've been dancing around for about twenty minutes. why? because i have, somehow, managed to lose my groove. no, my name isn't stella.. but i feel that i'm in the same kind of funk that she was in.. she, in all her fictive glory.
like her i've given up my passions. i've traded them all in for something more practical. i'm an american from southern california.. so i've scaled it down a bit.
current status?: tired. tired like someone has beaten me into the sidewalk. tired like only terribly old and decrepit are.
for lunch i opened a can of tuna (chicken of the sea that it is) and pealed three (count them, three!) hardboiled eggs. i'm going to try to keep things spare. reduce my portions. graze or make time to nourish my body. and finally i'm going to pick up my giant ill-cared-for limbs and move to the beat of the drumbeats wild that pass me by on the street.
i don't really have anything newsworthy or important to say. i cannot stand nor can i deliver.
i am still boring. only now i'm actively doing things. making my boring self a busy run-around schedule that consists of driving, driving, more driving and some form of boring verbal interaction.
oh will the self-indulging pathos ever be silenced? no. much to mine, yours... our shared dismay.
hmm. maybe i should take a nap and update again later.
today's entry brought to you by the phrase, "epiliptical machine" ~compliments of one of this nation's future labor lawyers. (guess whose side she'll be playing devil's advocate for!)
i have to pee.
13:49 - Tuesday, Jun. 15, 2004
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