tonight was a long night of group/people swapping and coffee/snack-place hopping. [i'm going to try to focus]
morning: workout regimen, coffee-cart bagel run, writing center hangout, plans, chitchat, magnetic poetry, workout gripes and ancient muscles revived.
mid-morning/noon/afternoon: beatin the streets, drive through torta and tacos de cabeza sin chile y.. que mas? no recuerdo mucho.. briefly, the dmv medical card renewal situation, then a quick shower at home, changing and tight shoes. next, a trip to the local employing services and a know-it-all woman seated in leaning over in assumption and attitude. i decide not to let it get me down. i wander around town looking for relief from the tight footed syndrome. i fail.
afternoon/evening: writing center visit, coffee cart visit, a trip backward to go forward --home for a quick change. leave home to retrieve the T. driving driving driving talking. dinner at seven-ish, Sushi deli, shall we?
evening/late night: after dinner talk, desserts n' smoke stacks at Cafe Zucchero (sp?) 'till closing. then! a jaunt to the college area Living Room. fights burst and fizzle, crosswords and laughter, guessing and play. finally? food for biggO and lou. parking lot loitering .....and no sleep makes me achy in crying out. too much.
it was all big fun.. unexpected and enjoyable. however.... i don't know what is going on with me. i miss [r] and am becoming impatient with the waiting. i have to occupy my mind until his return in early August. it isn't that far off.. but it IS.. it really really is.
on top of all that, i've got confusions and conflicts, flying blind and into the crazy chopped liver world ..of friends and--?
toinght i had a really good time, but in the back of my mind.. i still choose him in this stiff competition.
i have decided that i'm out of order and off-kilter.
[but i am full of hope]
03:50 - Friday, Jul. 02, 2004
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