i haven't anything to update as yet.
actually this morning i wrote quite a long entry and forgot to save it and lost it all as a consequence. it had a lot to do with late-night talks and finding old things and reconnecting with the dearness of those darlings who have been like another family for me. surprisingly i was not as annoyed as i thought i would be that i lost all that writing. i suppose its just because this imperfect journaling has made me lacadaisical (sp?).
i mean, all things are impermanent y'know.
so, since time is short, tomorrow i will be out with the fellas for the daytime movie in downtown! i'm really excited about it, the Kingdom of Heaven. besides that it may just be that i'm always looking forward to seeing a movie (well thats a given) with another handful; with my other huddled circle of friends.
and yes, theres nothing like a good old epic period piece blockbuster production to kick off the weekend.
why did i have to add that? that really wasn't necessary. i don't have to defend myself and my likes and interests to anyone. i'm not a movie snob. i don't always have to be watching arthouse films (like that one we three girls saw that night...that time that i, being ridiculous, smuggled in that whole left over pizza that toni kindly donated that i didn't even eat very much of but it sat in my lap anyway).
why did i have to add that? who am i trying to impress? do i honestly think that he-- oh nevermind, whats the point. no editing, no excuses, no apologies... considerations and thoughts and attempts. taking care not to-- to what?
i must not let myself be afraid to muddle through it and hash it out, lay open my vulnerabilities, let down my guard and let myself freefall... if only a little and a little at a time.
wow. talk about sidetracked
and in a big way too.
i only wanted to update with an image and a few excited lines about this movie in the morning to come.
here is the image:
its the only one i liked and i don't even know whom to credit except maybe the young german (i'm assuming) stranger who posted this same image up on his journal.
that's all now.
15:06 - Thursday, May. 05, 2005
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