~rumi, one of the greatest mystic poets of all time.
so says the first line of notes on the book sleeve (sleave..?)
since hes left i've heard from him and there is some assurance in that. today i opened and reread the letter i was to give him. and its lucky i didn't remember to bring it. he may have a moment to call me from hawaii this weekend when they stop in for a bit.
yesterday was spent with the fellas at robs moms house in tj. i must remember to ask rob in what area the house is situated because i'm tired of referring to my crossing over as, "going to tj" or "going to mexico". its too general i think, and the younger sorts of people i may be sharing with, already have an image or assumption about the place. and we all know what assumptions do..
tonight! a movie with friends in the theater. madhotballroom here i come.
i am really only about eighty-five to ninety percent happy and strong. this is not all due to the man and his leaving.. it has to do with finishing school, not failing, not being absent from friends who need me, not running away, doing the things that are important..
and now, once again, i must away..
another weekday afternoon inside.
14:05 - Tuesday, Jul. 19, 2005
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