this is sad. i am now updating simply to update.
i need a haircut badly and am contemplating marching myself into the bathroom as soon as i'm done with this entry and taking the bloody clippers and doing some damage. for one.
next i am a total and complete online profile hound. what the hell? i'm already on friendster (which i hardly ever use so much anymore anyway) and now i've started on myspace (shameless plug in one second: go to www.myplace.com to find friends new and old..blah blah blah) AND, you're going to love this, they offer a space for journaling too! so holy shit i went from no diary or hardly ever writing about anything that i can use to two (count 'em, one two) online diaries.
this hair is making me feel ugly. this weight is making me feel ugly. this problem is making me feel ugly. this ugly is making me feel ugly. well.. ugly IS as ugly DOES. and greed is pretty ugly. although i wouldn't say its as ugly as it gets. probably doing things out of spite and covering it over with angel kisses and some kind of whacked out faked out kind of altruistic notions is probably worse. and i can't decide if i've been there either.
i feel absurd. i feel like being absurd. i feel like reading absurd. i feel like some grilled chicken breast and some rockin portabello mushrooms for lunch. damn lunch! damn the eating!
onion skins are not tasty.
i have class at one and i don't really want to go. i have work at three thirty.. AH! shit!! i have work at three thirty??!! holy crapo! i've got to start gettin ready if i want to catch that goddamn non-waiting bus..!! aaahhhhhhh!!!!
ready
set
.poof*
11:31 a.m. - 2003-10-24
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