update.. monday night the SFC played the Roseary Room downtown. sounds fancy don't it.
the truth is that i don't feel like updating much. had a long talk with [t] on the phone tonight. discussed a few things, good n' bad, going on with her. i felt like i spent a lot of time inside the cavernous maze of her thoughts. was a little stifling. said as much and got into it a little. we both like to think i'm doing something as useful as keeping her in check (because no one else does so anymore..?)
its scary to have to keep anything, let alone anyone, in check. scary but necessary, i suppose.
but that's niether here nor there really.
this is a crap entry. i don't know why i felt the need to update since i didn't really plan on saying anything. since i can't..
still no word from [r]. he's en route, i know, and probably really busy. it would just be nice to get something. especially in light of the fact that i did a lot of running around with and for him those last days. i know. that sounds petty. but really i'm not asking for anything much.. just a brief note.
in other news: i'm sweating. i took a four hour nap this afternoon. i spent ten whole minutes on the eliptical (strider) machine and ten minutes on the stationary bike and prob'ly twenty minutes doing half a circuit. i don't want to have to get up tomorrow, so early. i feel gross, sort of hopeless. its definitely the food i'm eating. i've got to stop over-indulging. i've got exercise a little more self control. in all parts of my life.
sfc plays again this saturday. i'm going to that. i'm eager to go that.
well, the lumbar part of my lower back hurts so i'm going to lie down now.
i'm concerned about money and underwear these days. yes, money and underwear.. these are the newest things to invade my trouble.
perhaps tomorrow will afford a better opportunity to tell you all about the other night's Hustler store visit and/or what i think about what i think about what goes on that goes on.
but for now.. the doors are closed
01:40 - Wednesday, Jun. 23, 2004
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