you ever want to throw a fit and just kill the whole bloody human mess?
no reason for it, save that i let my ego get the better of me and let something small get the better of me, my mood.
well wow, though, at least it was something that i'd forgotten that i could feel.
tonight i stayed in after the late afternoon workout. but for some reason today didn't really feel like a workout. i wasn't all there.. or here. or wherever it is that i'm supposed to be.
workout consisted of:i am a giant sore muscle and i'm divided about whether i like it or not. whether i think this whole ordeal is really as useful as i thought it was at the beginning. but then again, at least i'm doing something.. even though it isn't really the something i should even be concentrating on.
the usual four o'clock crunch crunch, feellikei'mgoingtodie sets of twenty-some-odd crunches and leg lifts on the mat, plus lots of stretchinguntilifeellikeelastic.
then the actual huffpuffpain began on the stairmaster with a side of treadmill.
00:00 - Thursday, Jul. 29, 2004
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