tonight, tina's thirtieth birthday dinner at the Hash House A-Go-Go and then drinks and getting keyed up at the LiveWire.
and aside from oscar's somewhat over-bearing i'm-now-going-to-make-you-feel-guilty attitude in driving toni and i about eleven minutes out of his way, it was really a nice li'l hipster evening.
the crowd is a far different one than the ones i would normally be around. and its definite that had i not known toni, lo these two or three some odd years, i would not know tina and by extension would not choose this crowd to get together with. that is not to say, however, that i do not love them for their well-intentioned normality. and in this case i will not launch the word "normal" into the air in order to turn it into something derisive.
because the fact is that i do know toni, i am friends with tina (even though i'm no alexis) and have made some sort of an impression that somehow awards me with that ever giving gesture so many of us seek in simply being invited. dammit, that's what i shoulda said at the table when we were going around collecting prompted birthday-girl compliments. i shoulda said, "i love christina because... SHE INVITES ME!" but no. my dumbass has to go and say something obviously and painfully sub-par.
.......oh god i'm so sleepy. i'll journal more tomorrow.. or in a few hours when i've had some horizontal eye-lid theater action.. because theres more to the story. more to get me going. more reason to agitate, rethink, rework and stay an active participant in the world.
wearily, i must say thats it for now--
03:00 - Saturday, Jul. 31, 2004
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