i was undressing for bed and i noticed myself in the mirror, areas of pink that were kept warm by the heater in the car turned mostly to the red. i thought it was nice and i thought of warmth. i thought that i did not get to spend time with some people in favor of other people. i have been unfair and a glutton. i have been a flake and unreliable, silent, absent, obvious, guilty, envious, an egoist, intense and intentional, a dead-beat, rude, excessively moody, selfish, lazy.
this year's events have had me whirling three-hundred-sixty-five days (five-hundred-twenty-five-thousand-six-hundred-minutes), how do you measure.. measure a year? measure in love? and what lasts better than longing which is really just an off-shoot of love. and what is love, if not a grabbing, gliding, turning, quick, half-stepping, frowning, snapping, figure eight of tango. i put it to you, the tango, if you'll have it.
significant others be hanged! why do these things change?! and who are you with her that you aren't with us anyway! cannot wait until the kitten fur flies. i can just see it now... G, this is A.. ah hahahahahah. fireworks and popcorn time for the fight is right around the corner
03:08 - Sunday, Dec. 26, 2004
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